I Got a Job!

I got a job!

(insert jump and click heels together here)

I officially start in August. It is a teaching job, and I am actually looking forward to being a teacher again!

After I left my teaching job long, long, long ago, I was asked many times if I would ever go back to teaching. I remember over and over again saying that I loved teaching the kids, and if teaching was more about the kids and less about paperwork and politics then yes I would go back. But since it's not... then NAH I'm not going to teach again.

So here I am really excited to be a teacher again! Because this time it will be all about the kids...



OUR KIDS!

Direct your children onto the right path,

and when they are older, they will not leave it.

Proverbs 22:6

We decided to commit to homeschooling for a year. We will give it a year and see if it works for Josh and if it works for our family. We are looking forward to the flexibility. Our daily schedule can adjust to what works for Josh, and what we need for our lessons. We are looking forward to being able to have God in our classroom. And we are looking forward to being the ones who teach our kids.

I was going to add paragraphs of reasons why we are homeschooling, but it sounded so much like defending our choice that I deleted it... In our real life I have gotten some weird reactions when casually mentioning homeschooling to people. Strange looks. Long awkward silent pauses. Odd and intrusive questions.

The questions are always about the socializing issue.

Here is how Josh was "socialized" in second grade: cuss words, including how to spell those cuss words, drunk truck driver game, "what is 'gay'?", sitdownandbequiet, sitdownandbequiet, sitdownandbequiet- the class can't sitdownandbequiet so norecessforyou!, and the "importance" of material things just to name a few. How can 35 hours a week in a minimally adult supervised environment be good for socializing our 8 year old son? I am so grateful that he comes to me to ask about these things he was exposed to ~ like some cuss words he didn't understand, and drunk driving, and what "gay" means. I was able to teach him these things that he was unfortunately exposed to. Praise God for the fact that we still have that open communication. We don't want to lose that.

And that's one of the great mysteries of this past year... if the class can't be quiet and sit, or be still and quiet and wait in line, then recess is taken away. HOW IN THE WORLD CAN TAKING RECESS AWAY FROM A RESTLESS CHILD BE HELPFUL FOR THEM??? That child or those children need recess even more! Ugh. Anyhoo I digress...

And there I go sounding like I am defending our choice.

So back to... we are so excited to give this a try! We will homeschool Josh this year and keep the munchkins at their current school for preschool and half-day kindergarten. I am planning to do some afternoon schooling activities with David and Sammy too, and maybe involve them in some things Josh is learning when appropriate. We know it won't be easy, and we will have "those days" when we all question our choice to homeschool. We will try to keep our eyes on the long view and all the benefits. I have been reading a lot about homeschooling and I like that homeschool is really "family school" and it is a lifestyle.

Count us in! We are all so excited!

(((hugs))),
chris

My old self has been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me. So I live in this earthly body by trusting in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.

                        Galatians 2:20

Our Biggest Bundle of Joy

Joshua.
Joshy.
Josh.

The fruit of my loins.

Josh still loves snuggles.

He is supersmart and loves learning. He is "into" Harry Potter right now.

I often find him reading his various science fact books for fun.

He is still superaddicted to Legos. And spinning things like Beyblades.

He thinks making finger rabbit ears behind someone's head is really funny. Every time.

He loves his brothers.

He makes up jokes. Then has to explain them as he rolls around laughing about them.

He likes playing baseball and basketball. Please noone tell him about football...

He knows we are not going anywhere. That we are his forever.

Josh,

It has been so much fun watching you grow.

Like a front row seat to the greatest show on earth.

I love you tons and billions and trillions and googleplex.

Love,

Mom

xoxoxoxo

Surely your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life, and I will live in the house of the Lord forever.

~ Psalm 23:6

Our Middlest Bundle of Joy

David.

Ah, David.

He has to be our most complicated kid. Which makes sense since he has the most complicated history.

David has come a long way. When I look of pictures of him when he lived at the orphanage... I can't believe it's the same kid.

I see this on other blogs I follow too. The hollowed-out orphan look of despair that turns into the smile of a child who has found peace in their new home. God's story of redemption. God using our broken families to do His work.

Here, I'll show you what I mean:

David has amazing strategies to compensate for the areas in which he struggles.
In fact, he fooled us for a year and a half.
We now know he may have a pretty severe learning disability, and we are working with him to help him either overcome it or adjust to it.
Amazing, isn't it? How a little kid can have such huge coping strategies to help him survive?

He's a pretty cool kid.

He loves his brothers and his friends and his teachers.

He will do anything his big brother tells him to do. :(

He loves animals.

He is super athletic.

He is overwhelmed and fearful in large groups or when it's too loud.

He loves his 3000 stuffed animals. These are very comforting to him.

He needs reassurance. He needs to be reminded that we are forever.

He loves to snuggle.

He is a great helper.

He is a lovey.

David,
We love you soooo much
   that we would go to the ends of the earth for you.
Yes, I promise. We are here totally forever.
Love,
Mama
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo


Let me hear of your unfailing love each morning,
     for I am trusting you.
  Show me where to walk,
     for I give myself to you.

Psalm 143:8

Our Littlest Bundle of Joy

Sammy.

Yes, his jammie pants are on his head :-)

He's our 32 pound firecracker.

He is loud. And silly. And smart.

He loves fiercely.

He wants what he wants when he wants it.

He needs lots of reassurance. He needs reminders that we are forever.

He likes to tell funny stories and sing funny songs. Loud, of course.

He feels strongly. About everything.

And all these traits have served him well, and will in the future.

Sammy,
You add such a spark to our family.
We love you and we adore you.
Yes, like a THOUSAND.
Love,
Mama
xoxoxoxo


Love each other with genuine affection, and take delight in honoring each other.
                         ~ Romans 12:10

Life is Good

so very good. Praise God!

Someone visited our house a few weeks ago, and casually made a reference to our life (what she was looking at as we were sitting out in our backyard on a beautiful Sunday morning) as a unicorn.

So I have been pondering that.

I think she meant the peaceful, loving, two parent family, financially stable, one parent stays home with the happy children, a present and involved father, friendly dog running around, house in the 'burbs with plenty of food in the fridge and two cars in the garage, kind of lifestyle.

The life that everyone wants, but most people will never have.

It sure hasn't always felt so awesome. And if you have read this blog for a while, you know we have had a rough road at times. And I haven't even shared it all. And I won't. :-)  Off the top of my head: since we have been married we have lost two fathers, we have lost seven babies, Jason was in a shooting at work, and we have been faced with the possibility of breast cancer.

Which is not even what other people have to face. We have never been homeless. We have never been in the middle of scary medical life-saving treatments. We have never been hungry. Our house never burned down and we haven't been in horrible accidents.

Praise God! His protection has been on our family all the time...

I do not take this for granted.

Just for today it feels like we have arrived. Yes, we are the unicorn. And it's not because everything and every moment is perfect and happy and wonderful. It is because I rest in the knowledge and peace that my Father in Heaven is always there caring for me and loving me.

So even if tomorrow things feel like they are falling apart, even if there is some terrible accident, or if there is a scary diagnosis, or we are facing something big and scary, I know that we are always in our Lord's hands.

Even when I walk

through the darkest valley,

I will not be afraid,

for you are close beside me.

Your rod and your staff

protect and comfort me.

Psalm 23:4

There is truly an incredible calm... an incredible peace in knowing this.

God's heart breaks over so many things in the world. I will live to honor and glorify Him. I want to make my Father proud.

I want to make Him smile.

(((hugs))),
chris

You will keep in perfect peace all who trust in you, all whose
thoughts are fixed on you! Isaiah 26:3